{"id":852,"date":"2021-02-21T17:28:27","date_gmt":"2021-02-21T21:28:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/?p=852"},"modified":"2021-02-21T17:28:27","modified_gmt":"2021-02-21T21:28:27","slug":"one-month-to-go","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/?p=852","title":{"rendered":"One month to go"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I&#8217;m going along with <em>Carnival Farm<\/em>. My publisher-imposed deadline is April 1, and I&#8217;m 32,000 words (180 pages) into it. I&#8217;m just over half way done!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I have also written a short story for a project with my writing group. It&#8217;s called &#8220;Hippolyta&#8217;s Dagger&#8221; and takes place in the Orange Sector of the Truck Stop at the center of the galaxy. That&#8217;s the name of the anthology: &#8220;The Truck Stop at the Center of the Galaxy.&#8221; It may come out next year or late this year. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Other writing is spiritual essays, mostly exploring my own religion. I&#8217;m not Christian, that is for certain, so it&#8217;s more exploring magic; other, new traditions; and trying to sync what I find with what I believe. Because I have time, I&#8217;m looking into trying some daily rituals to worship the gods I do believe in. I feel that worship is necessary because&#8211;and this might sound morbid&#8211;I sense my ending is sooner rather than later.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I have been watching <em>The Twilight Zone<\/em> series, and there is one episode, &#8220;Nothing But The Dark&#8221;, that has stuck with me since I saw it. It&#8217;s about an old woman who does everything she can to avoid death, but ends up being manipulated by him into a calm, gentle death. That&#8217;s what I&#8217;m hoping for, that <em>Hermes Psycopompos<\/em> takes me gently and calmly, offering his hand and showing me the way to the &#8220;heaven&#8221; or afterlife. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I need to get things straight in my life first, so that my family doesn&#8217;t have to worry. I don&#8217;t want what happened to me when my husband died happen to anyone else in my family. I want the arrangements to be done and paid for.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So while I look in the dark, in my crone years, resolving my religion and spirituality, I write it out. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m going along with Carnival Farm. My publisher-imposed deadline is April 1, and I&#8217;m 32,000 words (180 pages) into it. I&#8217;m just over half way done! I have also written a short story for a project with my writing group. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/?p=852\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[27,10,3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-852","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-carnival-farm","category-life-sucks","category-writing"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/852","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=852"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/852\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":853,"href":"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/852\/revisions\/853"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=852"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=852"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=852"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}