{"id":365,"date":"2017-02-12T11:26:30","date_gmt":"2017-02-12T15:26:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/?p=365"},"modified":"2017-02-12T11:26:46","modified_gmt":"2017-02-12T15:26:46","slug":"365","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/?p=365","title":{"rendered":"Work vs. Play"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>35K words. That&#8217;s all <em>Water<\/em> has. I need more sex, more story in Scorpio. That&#8217;s what I&#8217;ll work on this week.<\/p>\n<p>I just finished <em>Big Magic<\/em> by Elizabeth Gilbert. This is the second book I read that believes that creativity is magic. (The first one, <em>The Inspired Writer<\/em> by Bryan Hutchinson I thought was better.) <em>Big Magic<\/em> sounds a lot like <em>The Artist&#8217;s Way<\/em>. Between the &#8220;woe is me because of the success of <em>Eat Pray Love<\/em>&#8221; are some nuggets of interesting thought. However, I don&#8217;t care much for her Trickster vs Martyr stereotypes of the typical artist. I believe that we are combinations of the two. I don&#8217;t want to be Bugs Bunny, but she makes it seem that it&#8217;s better for the artist to be that way. Mind you, I don&#8217;t like suffering for my art, either.<\/p>\n<p><em>Water<\/em> I have been suffering for. <em>Grimaulkin<\/em> is more fun. Grimaulkin&#8217;s voice has been with me for 10 years, \u00a0<em>Water<\/em>, for three months. I have to come up with three distinct voices at that.<em>Water<\/em> has a deadline. <em>Grimaulkin<\/em>, not so much. <em>Water<\/em> stresses me out. <em>Grimaulkin 2<\/em> is the one I really want to write. I feel like I keep getting tugged away from the &#8220;work&#8221; of <em>Water<\/em> and pushed toward the &#8220;play&#8221; of <em>Grimaulkin<\/em>. I honestly thought <em>Water<\/em> would be fun. But maybe it&#8217;s the idea that I have a genre I have to fit myself into. I have rules I have to follow.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe my muse is more of a trickster than I like to believe. I never believed in flogging the muse, because that scares her and makes her retreat into a corner, never to speak again. \u00a0But maybe I should work a little bit on <em>Grimaulkin 2<\/em>, because that&#8217;s where she wants to be, and leave <em>Water<\/em> for a couple of days to let her stew over it. I have a scene in mind, but that&#8217;s all it is, a scene, no story.<\/p>\n<p>I have until the end of the month for Water, but my hope was to get it done while on my vacation\/recovery from surgery. Tomorrow is another snow day, so I&#8217;ll be home working on&#8230;something.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>35K words. That&#8217;s all Water has. I need more sex, more story in Scorpio. That&#8217;s what I&#8217;ll work on this week. I just finished Big Magic by Elizabeth Gilbert. This is the second book I read that believes that creativity &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/?p=365\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[14,12,6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-365","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-brothers-of-the-zodiac-water","category-grimaulkin","category-review"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/365","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=365"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/365\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":367,"href":"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/365\/revisions\/367"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=365"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=365"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/grimaulkin.com\/ljacob-today\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=365"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}