Selling the house

Today I have a realtor coming to talk about selling the house. I’ve been thinking about it for a couple of years now. I plan to sell this 3 bed, 2 bath colonial house and go into a mobile home that is more handicapped accessible. I almost fell down the stairs yesterday. That’s a sign.

My problem is that my credit score is so bad. It’s REALLY bad. Even though I’ll be able to pay cash for a mobile home, the parks need me to have a certain credit score to get in. I need to go with a credit repair company.

The house can be sold, there is no doubt. I need a place to go. I will not go into a condo (they’re usually two floors) or an apartment. Yeah, I’m being a jerk, but these are things I need. If I’m going to live somewhere, I might as well like it.

Reading.

I’m trying. I’m really trying.
Sci-fi is not my jam, but I pulled this up after hearing the author passed away and that this is considered a classic. I wanted to read one “classic” book a year, and this one was it.
But boy, oh, boy, is it a slog.

My mantra in life is “Life’s too short to read bad books.” This is probably not a bad book. But I just don’t like it. I haven’t even gotten out of the Prologue (Yes, I’m reading the prologue, a pet peeve of mine). Is Hyperion dated? Should I try a different “classic”? The other ones are the Lord of the Rings but I don’t want to slog through the first book for the third time as a refresher. I’ve read the Dragonlance books, Ted Williams’ books, and other classic fantasy books. Jim Butcher writes classic fantasy.
I don’t know what I’m looking for. My 300+ TBR pile is calling, but I’ve tried Oldest book first, random selections, Newest book first and I’ve finished only two books this year. I’m not counting the books and stories I’m editing. Maybe I should.

I’m disabled. Dammit.

I went food shopping for the first time in a year. We’d been using Instacart and DoorDash and other delivery services.

Unfortunately, I’m in a wheelchair now. I can no longer stand on my own. Even with a walker, I teeter back and forth. At first, I went through the store in the wheelchair without feet, but my legs were at the bottom of a cart. I felt like I was driving an 18-wheeler through narrow streets. And it was busy!

Two weeks later, my son and I went to another supermarket. Not as busy, but this time I was able to use the scooter that the store provided. It took me two accidents to finally get a hang of the thing. I realized a few things while sitting in the scooter, trying to shop.

1. Nothing is easy to get.
   Opening doors in the frozen food aisle is impossible. Buying meat is almost as bad, especially if you want the stuff high up. Forget getting two-liter soda bottles above your head. Bring someone to help.
   
2. Eye level items when you’re sitting down is the most expensive.
   I know that it’s a marketing scheme, as that’s kid’s eye level. I have to look way up, or way down.
   
3. Aisles are too narrow.
   I crashed into two set-ups because the turns were not tight enough. When I go in an aisle to get one thing, my choice is to continue up the aisle instead of turning around. Which takes longer to shop.
   
4. Checking out is a nightmare.
   Some stores can’t detach the card reader. It’s hard to negotiate the cart, the scooter, and the bags. And packing the car…I was worthless. I just sat there while my son and my driver loaded up the car.

Throughout, I felt like I couldn’t get anything without help. How can people live this way? And now that there’s snow everywhere, I can’t use the sidewalks. Not that I go anywhere much anymore. Though when spring comes, I hope to go outside for some sun.

This week, we’re going to a sushi buffet restaurant. My son is going to have to make plates for me and I hope they have something for a handicapped woman to sit at. Yup, I’m going to rate places based on their handicapped-accessability. Something new, maybe I can monetize it.

It’s not cancer!

The tumor is benign. They said it’s adrenal cells growing so close to the liver that it looks like it’s on the liver. It’s not cancerous.

What a relief.

Lesion is benign but…

Got the report back. The lesion itself is benign. However the surrounding cells are cancerous, specifically adrenal cancer cells. Of all things! I am supposed to see the doctor on the 16th, and hopefully will get clarification then.